..In Pursuit Of My Future..

Prom Night..its a night where senior students of a school spent their last special night with their friends, teachers and other senior..One night, one last stand..Everything was perfect and special, thanks to the planners who plan this party..I've been in SMSS for nearly 5 months now, since i left My former school Menglait..And ive been lucky to have ticket and went there with Quini Arantxa..My bestfriend and also a sis of mine, we go through our ups and downs..But here we are, still as close hehe :)..Love you babe! haha..She was the most beautiful girl that night, im so lucky..Thanks Quini for being my date..I had my own personal reasons to bring you with me..

The Party was funtastic, such a blast..haha, I danced with Quini, dance like my dad did in the 70s..haha, the dinner was alright, all the foods were all nyummy especially the rounded bread!haha..There was many photographers, felt like a celeb that night..haha, nada lah..and the dj was good..And the place: Jerudong Polo club, ROAYAL BERKSHIRE baybe!!tickets were $38 each, since im bringing Quini $76 alltogether..was it worth it?Hell Yea!!every cents was worth it..

Also, i wore a tux that night, my tux coolour:black with stripe grey and my pants:black with blue stripe..Not a good combination tho, well next time we'll see again hehe..Well ofcourse i had to wear one cause the party theme was Glamourous Night..Everything had to be in glamour..haha

It was a night to remember!and it meant so much for all of us, especially form 5 students..

Its Sunday, 1st November 2009..and next month would be the last month in 2009..Time happens quickly, it feels like 2009 happened in just a split of a second...Times happens so quickly, and so much had happened to me this year..and i feel like im half alive, but i promise you guys im gonna make it in one piece and alive.. Pheww, cant believe its November, feels like i missed a lot.. tho, i feel like 2009 is a disaster for me..making mistakes and all..but i dont feel like talking much about it.

Anyways, its been 4 days since i left her..and i got over her :), took me a short time huh?not like me..well it is me, guess i undertand much sudh..about this life..I went through a lot of heart breaks already, but there's a catch to it tho..I learn more and prepared..beside "Understanding such pain enables you to more kind to others"..I feel like its time to grow up and start thinking positive about things and thinking deeply on things..Done the deeply part, but not the postive part..Time to be more mature..anyways, i heard some about her, and am sad at first but now im okay with it..all i can say "semoga bahagia sampai ke anak cucu" :)i hope he will be there for you always, watching over you, lending you strength when you not feeling strong :) ..and for me, lets see what november or future holds for me..What im destined for..Right now, let me be patient but patient doesn't mean that im weak(Quini's)..Im not proud of what ive done in the past but i am proud of who i am now..And im Trying to be better, stronger and faster..Better myself and improve.

Been also motionless today, means im not showing a slight of emotions..No smile to be exact..it means im serious, and im not thinking about anything..I feel weird about it ..Tho, tdi jalan skajap sama dad..around gadong but not at mall..I saw a car next to us, like 10 meteres away, it stopped..then i saw a bunch of wild dogs infront a=of the car..as we pass by and have the glimps to see those dogs..ifirs i saw a dogs head on top of a dog..then as i looke down slightly..i laughed, coz i saw a couple in the car, and the girl was laughing so i look more towards the dogs..and i loled,..They were having a funtime, female and male..With the male having their toung out..DOGGIE, DOGGIE!haha lol..thankx to the dogs that made me laughed tadi..

Anyways, i hope November brings me luck and happiness always, Amin!..Let see whats instored for me. - Bahzi