..In Pursuit Of My Future..

Things haven't really gone easy on me this past weeks..So much has happened this year, i mean SO much..With my absentee lately due to my migrain and some other physical problem..Now im still feeling tired about yesterday match..Because of that match i end up getting cuts and bruises on my knees, its weird..And my neck is killing me right now..Physically im not in a good shape..yea, a bit moody about that..

Also results of our midyear exam, me and mclassmates didnt really do well in it..Our results were Horrofying ..We blew it..Again..Tho we may have reasons for this..Our teachers were really dissapointed in us, we let them down..Im kinda sad about that, We could of done better..Sorry teachers!..Now im not in the mood..Me and my classmate have the most caring and loving teachers out there whos best interest is to better us in both education and personal issue..Damn! we blew it..Im so sad myself right now for the dissapointment we gave to our teachers ans also ourself..But i want to say my congrats to my classmate Faralisa for managing to pass Bio and physics..Congrats dear!so proud of you..And thankyou! at least theres always that person that lights the class up, at least not all of us blew it..Good job fara!!wish we all did great~

Kinda down abit today, pressure are on so many sides..Im still struggling altho my best is given yet..With my condition like this its hard to give my 100%..kinda sad tadi..But thanks To Quini Arantxa, as she managed to give me a smile tadi..She upload a video on her blog to cheer me up..It was a funny and kinda touching vid..but it did work, it made me smile..Thank you so much quini!!theres always that special person that understands and give you the inspiration when youre down and when you need it the most..So, i thank you quini and also myzah, azzah and wana..Love you guys..Also enjoyed my chat tadi with Azzah~

I know this is all a challenge given by Allah..I just have to be patient and just accept it with my full heart..So ill do my best on handling all of this..

im off to sleep now..bye~