..In Pursuit Of My Future..

Got back from hostel near nursing in the evening tadi aroun 6.30..Spent a night there yesterday, on Saturday night..yea, after my first day in SMSS and first day as an ex-menglait-ian..Exhausting and damn stressful..

But i went to the hostel late since i didnt come to training in the afternoon, it was Saturday afternoon btw and in the night me and me family went to my cousin's one year old birthday party..Happy Birthday Ayan!! :/ but i stayed for two hours saja and i had to go to hostel back at 10 pm, while my family stayed up until 1 am :/..phew!, i need a break, i need a kit kat :D

But yea, football is kinda in the way right now, it burdens me and maybe its best if i quit and back off for the u-15..but football is in my blood, and i want to achieve another goal, that is being in a national team again, being a representative for Brunei in football, it would be benefit me in football, gaining expereience..Standing, and wearing Brunei logo, fighting, in a war for our national flag..it would be such a thrill and also meeting other players from varies countries..ISKI KU EYH!haha

Came to the hostel and we went wild at hostel like normal boys do, did crazy things..Really craz..you dont want to know what we did but ill tell you guys what we did after the football competition ends..And stayed up late until it was 5 pm..and we went to bed, then i heard knocking on the door, my coach saying "training"..FU*K, one hour sleep..we got up and ready things and of to jogging at 6.30 around gadong area tadi morning..really exhausting, my head was heavy..i should have just sleep early like two of my teammates, altogether theres 20..haha~

Were going to Sabah 10th August, next monday..this means only 4 days of studying in SMSS then im off to Sabah..So were gonna stay there for 10days, going to miss school lessons again..Football in the way..Pheww!going to hard times now..but ill still hang on and never give up..tomorrow is my second day in SMSS..im off to sleep~