..In Pursuit Of My Future..

Tosay had been a nightmare for me, i woke up early in the morning and i feel a slight pain or ache in the head..I ignored it..woke up and straight to shower, and i feel my ache getting worster and worster..So in my head was a migrain ache strikes me, maybe when i was a sleep..So after shower went to get my uniform, and told my mum am having a migrain..She looks worried, but yea it was physics test yesterday paper one and two..so i put my migarin aside..wore my uniform, and went down to the kitchen..then i felt a bit sick, decided not to eat..5 mins later, went to my bathroom and puke!mahn, u dont want to puke in the morning where your stomach is empty..Its torturing in the brain, eyes and in the stomach..so told my mum i puke, and i decided to stay at home..coz theres no way i could beat my migrain, it hurts so badly..

Reminds me of my mid year exam :/ (in menglait) , where i gave up on my physics paper coz i had migrain..Out of 11 pages i answered only two...it also reminds me of SMSS Monthly test on physics, where i missed it due to migrain.. im moody about this and is it just a coincidence? or is it something else..A part of my downfall this year, is my migrain problems.. :/ , im sad about this..i wish theres is a cure to migrain :/..i hate this..I got my mc, and im gonna have my test nanti :/ ..pheww! sucks?isn it?..i blame myself for this, i listened to my skullcandy for 2 hours while asleep..at its max volume, i couldnt help myself to listen..foolish me

TOnight, guess what?i broke up with Iza..the reason?let it be untold..i dont want to hurt anybody here..I do love her, so much..But by her decision, & what she done..I was sad, so many things went through my mind that night, i decided to end it and i did..dont take me for granted guys coz i have my own good reasons to it..i dont want to say much..All i can is her lost and my gain..Usually when it comes to things like this ill type a thousand words about it..this time, i dont think so..i got nothing to lose and i got nothing to win..and it wont bring her back to me..I guess, my heart is broken so many times now that i cant really feel a thing about this..But all i can do is just be PATIENT but patient doesnt mean that i am weak..for now, let it be