..In Pursuit Of My Future..

Firstly before i start my greeting yang panjang dan yang jiwang, i want to say my congrats to Quini Arantxa Yadie Riyadi, from STPRI for managing to get into the finals for the Interschool Badminton Tournament..She is really good you know, although she lost and got silver..but she really trained hard for this and today she gave her full and with high spirit and did her best..IM SO PROUD OF YOU!..please be happy quini.. "adat juara ada kalah menang" right??..Sometime we have to lose to improve..After this you might be a newly improved better one..We learn from our mistakes to better ourselves..Hehe..cheer up, i know your down right now..But your dad was really proud this afternoon..I just know..

Today, i want to give a farewell greeting to my newly EX-classmate..He is a classmate of mine this year but he had to change class from a sci class to a comb sci..We have to obey our parents, right?..I understand Izhar..Well, this doesn't mean he didn't deserve to be in ours because he really did..Maybe, because of this new surroundings he cant really give his best on his first test, same as me..But he was a bright one..He was the quiet type but inside he is a total different one..Even though we had known just for 5 months but i really see him as a bro..No fence guys, you all are also my bro and sis(my family) but out of all he is the one who really does respects me in the class..I honor him about that..We did had a misunderstanding, but we dealt it in a gentlemen ways..I really honor him for this,really..Today, Izhar is one of my important days..Its because this day is the turning point of you being a close friend..

I dreamed of us both with 4b being a a team,i mean a real team, nanti form 5..But i know now, that dream with you is just a dream..This day was also a day where i just know, that knowing you inside the real Izhar..Has just thinned..i Really do wanna know you more..Now, Just wanna let out few things..Today, har tdi pagi..When T.Nurul asked us to say our farewell..I was really hurt, seeing you leave just tears my heart apart and really breaks me down tdi..I really love you as a friend..I know i didnt really show how i really felt to the class but my eyes always tells a diffrent story..I smiled and i smiled, i tried to enjoy myself tadi..But after that smile that huge LOLs, its you..Im still right now and not in a good mood..

In a class, were just like our Digestive System, if our stomach, or intestine or lain2 inda ada we surely feel pain..Today we lost the bile of bile duct, but if the bile is remove we can still say that the bile is ours..And it really hurts, loosing a bile, i dont really know how it actually feels losing a bile though, but i don know it hurts..What im trying to say is, your a part of us..Even if it just for a day, a month, or a year..You were a 4b and you may remained that smpai nanti..But your still a part of 4b..Your just a bile yg kna remove but we can still say yg kau our bile..Now your getting it right?

But har this doesnt mean that we cant be friends right??..InsyAllah were still friends no matter where we go..Its the things we did together, and appreciating it..It isnt about how close we are, but its about how you entered my life..And your a part of my life that i wont forget InsyAllah..Bcoz you really respect me, hehe Bukan mcm c Najah..Annoyimg..haha nada deyh men2 sja..And i dont want you to forget me..Bcoz forgetting a friend means breaking the bond between them..And this bond we made is something..I broke down two bonds already to her and him although i really didnt want to..I loved both of them dearly but they started it, i just ended it..

But i dont want to end ours har, breaking bonds hurts so much and takes a long time to recover..Just remember what i said to you Yesterday.."Har, you really meant something to me, all im asking is you not to forget about me"..I said that..So many people forget about their past when going after its future but some couldn't..I couldn't har..im not that type of guy..Ill will still remmember bout you and the peoples around me..Bcoz the people around me is what makes the Bazzie today..Thats why it is important to me..This applies to you to kan har?..Peoples around you is what make the izharrudin today..So at least try to remmeber us and appreciate us one day..Its nothing ne compared to 4 years in the same school..kan??..So dont forget your origins..We are also apart of your origins..Maybe a small part in your life, but to me its really meaningful..

Now you know me har..Yes, im a deep thinker one..You really did'nt expect this things from me huh?..Haha..I know and i understand..Maybe im a different person outside but im also a different person inside..Har, i Love you as a friend, as a bro and as 4b's bile and please dont forget about me and 4b..You still live in our heart..And lastly, "It isnt about the places we have gone or visit, but what really matters is about the people we met at the places we went" please remmember this ahhh..okay har??..This is something yg came out of my mind msa looking at Eiffel tower sma org yg ramai di sana..okay??..Bh thank you so much har, and please continue on your study..I dreamed that a day will come when ill be at Paris with my classmates..Amin!!..please study hard, but this applies to me too..okay har??..hehe, jan nangis if your reading this..And jan psl aku surh kau jangan lupakan kmi kau stucked on your study or on your life..Just make it as a positive thing yg kau kan belajar bnr2 supaya youll catch up with us..okay??bcoz even i got stucked, bcoz of not letting go of 3a..But i know now, its a positive things to be in form 4b for me..Its either you getting stucked or you catching up with your exclassmate..You choose..My advice dont get stucked, move on..I ask you to remember us so that someday will be in the same level again..Bcoz "The place where someone is thinking of you is the place where you can return to, its home"..hehe..thats all..bh tc har..