..In Pursuit Of My Future..

Hello guys and gals, yea im updating my blog..I haven.t updated for quite a while now so yea..As usual im gonna talk about so many thing that revolves around me..okay, The past 3 weeks have been like hell to me, bcoz of what had happened between me and her..We ended it in saddest possible way it could..I felt like im loosing my mind, but then it remembers me of something..The saying that i made "life is never fair", "life is cold" and "the world is a place where so many don't cares and so few really cares"..At first, i thought that i was never gonna let it end this way..But by her actions, i woke up and knew she was never the right one..For me to give up just like that..i know right amazing, but then there's a really good reasons behind it..But then i could be so cold, that words from my mouth could be like a stabbing knife..but what the hell?it wont change a thing so yea..BYE BYE! :) my gain your lost..

*only few of my closest friends know about this, who doesn't knows?hmm, don't waste your time on reading the above.

And now im finally back on my feet standing, never thought that i would..but i am right now..a lot of thnx to wiah, iza, myz, kyra and quini..thnx guys appreciate it so so very much..lending your shoulders, listening and making me believe that i can move on..so yeah, imma already gone and moved on..

Yesterday on Sat 10 October, my house was open for raya starts at 5.30 and ended at 1 am tadi..haha, the first one to come was Sheikh Izzat(my best buddy for nearly 4 yrs), second was Datul and Fatin Afikah, they came together..Love you guys!haha..the open house was for my menglait-ians, gaahhhh i miss them so much and some of my closest friends..At first i thought less than half was gonna come, turns out nearly all of them.happy much and all thanks to Myzah..Also sir Azim was there bring out the boys, be convoy haha, i was really surprised he's a tpteacher this year in menglait, tho he never really get the chance to teach 4b but he does know my name!haha but Tchr ida, hani and yati wasn't i miss these wonderful teachers of mine..But its okay!..Catch up with my menglait friends, how school and other..Having them around really makes me happy, after all its nearly 4yrs of friendship..their the guys who really knows me..hehe, Love you my bestie in menglait!!

That day was really exhausting for me, bcoz of it i didnt go to school..coz i need to clean up my room and the house..And also cook, i cook the spaghetti and give spices to the chicken..The menu was really much, coz my family had opened the house for three times sudh..After that day ends, i guess i can say its a success..Though Iza wasn't there, a lil of disappointment there but its okay babe!still love you, haha :P

Friday 9th Oct, i also felt the football pitch HAHAHA, feels so great to play and train football again..(masih ada kali ah skill ku :P) after waiting for more than a month to play i finally get a piece of football..of course training is also a good way to release tension..so i blasted the football all over..though a slightness change in stamina..don't worry, ill get back my stamina :P

Overall my three weeks of hell has ended, and im happy about it..Hope next week i'll be the same :)